Secret Kiss

Secret Kiss
My Beloved is Mine

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

All about reading too much into it

Don't you just love when people misinterpret you? Hilarious, huh?

It's not all that easy though when you don't realize it until later. Ignorance is bliss they say. If only it would stay that way.

How does one convey meaning and intention in a way that is not easily misinterpreted? Is it possible to be fully understood in any one matter by any one person?

I find acquaintances are especially difficult to converse with. More often than not things either go under or overstated, and consequently false impressions arise.

I would like to clear all misconceptions and wipe them from the minds of onlookers and participants alike, but it is not possible without revealing more than I should. I do not appreaciate being the stem of humor or being made into a joke. What you mock is who I am. I urge you to be more respectful.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Dreams

No. It's just not possible again. Well at least not so soon. Don't forget what happened last time.

Maybe it is possible; you don't know for sure. But I do agree: It is too soon.

It's just too difficult to think that it might never happen, that he might never come. I have to keep hoping that it will come true. All he has to do is prove it.

You talk like it's so easy. Why don't you tell me what it is exactly I need to do?

  • Well, to start you must love God. The very essence of the dream is rooted in knowing, loving, and following Him. How can I follow one who doesn't follow God?

  • The second is the actual proof. This could easily be the toughest thing because I know I can be stubborn and untrusting (You said that right!) One way to help is to get recommendation letters. It says a lot that a guy would go through the trouble to involve close friends and family in this process.
  • Doing something inconvenient (for you) that would brighten my day is another thing. If I randomly crave ice cream, but it's a blizzard out there, you could surprise me with my favorite treat! It's those little things that help assure me that it's true. Self-sacrifice is another big one that goes hand in hand with that one. Giving up time, or effort to please me or to help me in some way, especially when you don't want to is ample proof.

  • Say it. especially at weird times. Especially if our relationship doesn't call for it. It would be so wonderful to know a guy who was willing to commit to it and take the risk without the assurance I could reciprocate. When you know what you want, you don't hesitate to go get it!

  • Dedication! If you were dedicated long term to me, and proved it through devotion and fidelity, it would definitely help your case.

Wow, so much, I don't know if I can do that right now.

It's okay; if it's not you, then God has someone who will.